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Revenge Is Sweet, Day 1 By Tess/Jess

by Dexie on July 1st, 2008

Hey Baby, how are you? I hope you’re doing good on your first day of being on the ground. I know I just left the cemetery a few hours ago but I miss you so much already. I don’t know how I’m going to live my life without you. Did you feel my presence when I laid on top of your coffin? I know it was a little creepy even coming from me but I just wanted you to feel me close. And I hope you did.

I visited Natalie and Jared today. Operation : Revenge is being served in a cold platter accessorized with  fake smiles and hugs. Natalie’s face was priceless. The bitch couldn’t believe that I was standing in front of their small apartment. I just stood there with ashen face. If I am going to be convincing with avenging your death I can’t act all eager and nice. I must show them that even though I’m “doing” exactly what you would want me to do, it’s wise on my part not to completely forget everything. It would look totally obvious. I told Natalie things are different now with you gone but I will try to move on for your sake and the children. The stupid bitch is buying everything. Especially when I gave them 2 roses from the cemetery so they could visit you and say a few words. She’s actually grateful that I thought of doing that for her and the con-man she considers the love of her life. As far as I’m concerned she has no clue what Love is. 

You should’ve seen my performance today. It was worthy of an Oscar. I acted reserved and pissed off but willing to move on and work things out. I told Jared I may never forgive him but Natalie is my sister so I at least have to try. That was smart of me, right? Like I said, I can’t make it look too obvious. Oh how’s this for irony, I thanked Jared for not telling the whole family about the real reason he spent 2 years in jail. Jared said the funniest thing. “You were Tess then”. And I said “but I’m Tess”. But of course I played it off as Tess and Jess being integrated into one therefore Jess is Jess but Tess will always be a part of me, albeit hidden somewhere. If they only know who’s hiding in la-la-land right about now. Oh the irony.

Oh how I wish you were here. You would’ve had a hard time trying not to laugh at how Jared looked today. His hair was all spiky on top and he was wearing this stupid graphic shirt with black sleeves. All I could think about was how he’s missing an Adidas sneakers with white socks all the way up to his knees. He’d be perfect for Revenge Of The Nerds. Oh I know I’m being so mean but I can’t help it. I just miss you so.

Well, Day 1 is over and it was a success. I must park my pen now and go take a shower. Natalie hugged me today and her traitor stench reeks really bad. I can’t stand it. I must wash her scent off of me. I love you Nash and will be thinking of you, always. I will give Bree kisses for you and the new baby too. Day 2 couldn’t come any sooner…..

PS : Jess said she’s sorry that she had to let me out but she said you’d understand. She sends her love as well.

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